I always dreamed of being an artist or a teacher growing up. As a creative child, I continually found myself drawing houses, which ultimately led me to pursue a career in Architecture and Interior Design. After an unexpected financial hardship right before high school graduation, I found myself taking a year off and working two jobs to save money to put myself through college. Within that year's hiatus, I got into graphics and ended up switching my career path to Graphic Design. For the next six years, I struggled my way through design classes, often not feeling as good as my peers, but convinced myself I had to continue because of the time and money I had already invested.
Upon college graduation, I spent the next eight years jumping from job to job-but not even in design. I started in an accounting department and then moved through three different admin jobs. I still had high hopes for my design career, and even toyed with freelance design, but always took the safe route of the easier job where I knew someone would hire me. The last admin position I took was never intended to be a “long haul” job. I aimed to work my way out and into the freelance world but instead found myself jumping from various ideas of virtual assisting, MLM’s, a blog (!),
When planning my wedding in 2020 #covidbride, I rediscovered my passion for stationery design. After being laid off from two different contract positions within a year and dreading the job-hunting process again, I mustered the courage to go all in on a stationery business, launching in 2022. I finally felt on top of the world again and on the right path when imposter syndrome settled in. I constantly felt “not good enough". I considered going back to freelancing or finding another job but with mounting mental health issues, I got stuck and things only worsened with time.
For me to finally go from feeling legitimately confident in myself and my career path in Architecture and Interior Design to feeling like I had my control back and was moving in the right direction again. It took one small session with my therapist for us to conclude that this time “off” I had not working since being laid off in 2021, it was silly of me to not take the intentional time to figure out what I really, truly wanted to do with my life.
I took some time to journal, take a look at what I had pinned on Pinterest in the past few years, and take stock of what makes me feel most alive and happy. It led me to discover I am just a multi-passionate person, which could explain why I created so many business ideas in the past 🤷♀️. Yes, I do still love graphic and stationery design. But I also miss interior design and home decorating. I love working out and finding ways to keep myself in the best shape I can be for my present self. I’m a big advocate for mental health and working through those daily struggles along with some past trauma struggles, as I currently am. And through the years I’ve always ended up back to the idea of pursuing what makes ME happy daily, not what makes others happy or what society wants to tell us we need to do to be happy.
I had been struggling for years to find my true passion and happiness. I always believed happiness would be at the next job or phase of life. I felt pressured to conform to my peers and was never fulfilled in my career. The idea of spending my life working to contribute to my household while having very little time for my own interests made me feel stuck and attached to a clock. I craved flexibility, freedom, and genuine happiness.
And that is what I hope to achieve with my little corner of the internet. I want to inspire you to allow yourself the grace to truly, intentionally get to know YOU on a level you may never have before. To find the courage to break away from things no longer serving you, whether it was your inner voice telling you to keep going or someone else. To find your true passions and purpose to live life for you, not society or Instagram. To show you that even the most out-of-the-box ideas can be your full-time job. To wake up each day excited about life and what yours has to offer you.
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